when i was in high school in japan, talent scouts would approach me at train stations and ask if i wanted to make some money posing for pictures. they said that i would be in nice clothes and bikini, but if i wanted, we could do more "adult" pictures too.

i thought about it at that time, and might have enjoyed it. i was very tempted, and can easily imagine if i had begun posing, i would have done more than just bikini and lingerie poses, perhaps even soft core shots, and maybe i would have been convinced to go into the Japanese Adult Video industry.

i think i would have very genuinely enjoyed having sex on camera, thinking about all of those men, especially those middle aged and older men who would be so pleased imagining that it was them who were fucking me as i moaned, or having their cock sucked by me, or coming on my face...

i realized i liked the attention of men, and being watched as i abandoned myself to sexual pleasure.

i especially enjoyed the feeling that men wanted me sexually, that they fantasized about touching me and fucking me and shooting their sperm all over my body...

i wonder what would have happened if i had agreed when those talent scouts approached me? would i have had a career like this japanese AV idol?



she is so sexy in this photo, sucking and fucking so many men! i imagine myself being surrounded by many cocks, all erect and hard for me--so flattering...

one after another, the men fuck me or use my mouth, each coming on my face and in my mouth so i can taste their sperm.

mmmm, maybe i should have taken up those offers to be an AV model!

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